Mag-repost, pampawala ng problema...

Tears they come, Tears they go..

as tears fell down to my very eye
thoughts of you are all flying in my mind
the more i think the more it hurts
the more it hurts, the more tears fall in burst

as i hear the beautiful voice of the one and only soul siren
hearing her singing helps me ease my heart every now and then
with her lovely voice, the tears sudenly just stop falling
the miracle of music, it help me escape from dying

Now i dont know what to write
all i can imagine is black and white
im on a situation where no one can help
im all alone in this battlefield, with the enemy so strong i can't possibly win it

after that dingaling sound of the doorbell
oh no, this tears just begin to fall again
and it can't be stopped, its just keeps going on and on
until the time my eyes are dry and just can't move on

I can feel the end is near
judgement day is coming and i think this time its for real
but i dont have to worry cause i think your on my side
to help me subside this tears that's keeps falling inside.

-Wakas-

By: Dave Vincent Fabicon Repuela

kapag marami akong iniisip, napapaiyak ako
kapag cia naiisip ko magkahalo imosyon ko
kapag ni-rerepost ko itong tulang ito
cia ang taga hawi ng lahat ng problema at ka-badtripan ko sa mundo...

Para sayo:

ikaw ang tanging mahal ko, buhay at kalakasan ko..
kapag wala ka, badtrip buong mundo ko..
kung my problema ka, hayaang mong tumulong ako..
kaya nga ko nandito, para tulungan ka kung ano man ang gumugulo sayo

-mahal kita...

F*ked Up... Maagang Fiesta ng San Juan..

ako ay naglalakad sa makati avenue patungo sa aking magandang eskwelahan, lumilipad ang isip, badtrip sa mundo, kaya naisipang lakarin mula sa bahay hanggang sa aking eskwelahan... nang biglang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan...

dahil wala ako sa sarili nung mga panahong iyon.. hindi kumilos ang aking katawan at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad, kahit bumubuhos ang malakas na ulan... baliw din ako paminsan-minsan eh... pagdating ko sa aking eskwelahan, ayun.. pinag-diwang ko mag-isa ng maaga ang fiesta ng San Juan, nagpakabasa ako sa ulan, ng hindi ko alam kung bakit... hindi talaga kumilos ang katawan ko nung mga panahong iyon, at nagpatuloy na lang sa paglalakad hanggang makarating sa aking pinaroroonan...

minsan talaga hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko eh..

Malufête de la Musique

ANG GANDA NI "KITCHIE NADAL" YOU ROCK GIRL!!!!



NAPAKASAYA, NAPAKA-TINDI, RAKRAKAN TALAGA!!!!



Kami po ay nag-punta sa Fete de la Musique, isang annual concert event, na pinapakita ang husay nating mga pinoy sa paglikha at pagtugtog ng musika... ginanap ito noong nakaraang sabado June 18, 2005. ang mga kasama ko sa gabing iyo ay sina: "Topeng(kasama ko cia since Friday pa, salamat pre sa pagdamay), Chino & Telel(kaso umuwi sila agad kaya hindi kami nagkita), Dino, Daniel(kapatid ni Dino), Pinsan ni Dino, Ian, at Kapatid ni Ian"...

Napakatindi, ang daming tao, at ang ganda talaga ni "KITCHIE NADAL" in person.. kami po ng aking kaibigan na si Dino Paolo Carino ay nakipag-siksikan hanggang sa makarating sa gitna ng "mosh pit" para masilayan lamang nag kagandahan ni "KITCHIE NADAL" talagang, "naku!!!" ubod at sobrang ganda nya, hindi ko makalimutang ang itsura nya nung gabing yun. hindi namin, ininda ang baho at pawis ng mga katabi naming "jologs" na kahit "Same Ground" na ang kinakanta nya eh, sige parin sa "Slaman" nakuyog nga kami ni Dino Paolo Carino sa gitna ng "mosh pit" dahil sa tindi ng "slaman" ng mga tao kahit mellow na ang kinakantan nya. pero aus lang lahat un, dahil nakita ko ng malapitan si "KITCHIE NADAL" at talagang, naku sobrang ganda nya nung gabing un... At nga pala, maganda din si "Barbie" nakita ko din cia ng malapitan dun eh, pero mas maganda parin si "KITCHIE NADAL"... walang tatalo sa kanya nung gabing un.. Tanda ko pa nga pati ung "3 songs" na kinanta ni "KITCHIE NADAL" eh. ang tatlong awitin na kinanta nya ay ang mga sumusunod(in correct order): "Fire(Favorito), Bulong, Same Ground". grabe talaga astig, hindi ako nagsisi sa pagpunta ko sa gitna ng "mosh pit" kasi nag-bunga naman eh... ang ganda mo talaga "KITCHIE NADAL"...



My isa pang matinding nangyari sa akin nung ako ay nandun sa nasabing concert event na yun.. grabe, naka-usap at nag-apir pa kami ng pareng "Mark Abaya" ng KJWAN. nangyari un, dahil nasa gilid ako ng rock stage, ng tumutugtog ang KJWAN, ng matapos silang tumugtog, aba eh dumaan ba naman sa harapan ko eh, ciempre kinausap ko na at sabi ko "Mark pare astig ka pre" sabay apir sa kanya, Hindi ko talaga makakalimutan ung gabing un. sila ang pinaka-astif na tumugtog nung araw na un(silang dalawa ng Greyhoundz). astig talaga sila... kaso napakaganda talaga ni "KITCHIE NADAL"...

Maraming mga tumugtog na banda dun, biruin mo ba naman, 150 bands ang naka-lineup nandun nga din ang "Cueshe" kaso hindi ko naabutan, ang mga naabutan ko lang na tumugtog ay ang mga sumusunod: "Hale(Grabe astig din toh!), Kjwan, Kapatid, Moonstar88, Sugarfree, Mayonnaise, Bridge, The Late Isabel, Kiko Machine, itchiworms, at ciempre ang pinaka hindi ko makakalimutan sa gabing un si "KITCHIE NADAL".

Hindi na namin hinintay tumugtog ang "Sponge Cola" dahil bukod sa pawis na inabot namin dahil sa pag-lusob namin sa "mosh pit" upang masilayan si "KITCHIE NADAL" ay may mga pansarili kaming problema na kailangan lutasin nung araw na un kaya aun, umalis kami dun ng mga bandang 3:00 am..

At Kahit hindi namin, inabutang tumugtog ang ibang band, makita lang si "KITCHIE NADAL" ay solve na ang gabi ko, naging masaya naman lahat-lahat ang mga nangyari nung gabing iyon kaya masasabi kong isang napakatinding gabi ang nangyari sakin nitong nakaraang sabado at linggo, isang matinding at isang rakrakan na araw na hinding hindi ko makakalimutan... "ang ganda talaga ni "KITCHIE NADAL".....


-part two post comming soon, my mga pics na un....
-hindi halatang adik ako kay "KITCHIE NADAL".
-ang makaalam kung ilang kitchie nadal ang nakasulat sa post na ito, ay may premyong matatanggap mula sa akin.. wakekekeke...
-eto lang muna sa araw na ito...
-salamat kay topeng, sa pagkuha ng mga litrato...

Untitled....

With noting to do, all of a sudden....
something happened...
I Felt her presence...
She's with me...
She's inside me...


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I've only been thinking about her almost everyday.. Since I fell in love with her..
I realize for the first time that.. Its really tough, to fall in love with someone...
Its a serious matter to love someone.. so if you cant do anything, your chest aches so much.
You might laugh though...

Do you understand me?

I don't wanna lose you...
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mode: emo mode, with tears on the side
background: You by Basil Valdez

Five Things You May Not Know About Me

~Five Things You May Not Know About My Time in High School~

1. Sa Maniwala kau sa hindi, tahimik ako nung 1st Year, umusbong lang ung kakulitan ko nung mga later years ng aking HS life.

2. From 1st Year to 4th Year, Section 1 ako.. Matalino ako nun.. wakekeke

3. Nung 4th year, Best in Computer ako! (naks Proud na Proud!)
4. Dapat Computer Science Course ko, pero sabi ng ex MU ko nung HS ko palitan ko daw, kasi baka sundan ko daw cia sa college kaya aun, IT na lng! at hindi ko cia sinundan, STI cia eh!

5. I have a band nung HS at nagkaroon din kami ng Concert sa skul nung 4th kami, astig ung tugtugan namin!!!

~Five Things You May Not Know About the Job/s I Have (or Had)~

1. Nung elementary ako, tumulong ako sa tito na mag-ayos ng libo-libong libro ng mga HS students, my sweldo un ah!

2. Nag-apply ako sa wendy's nung 2nd year college, hindi ko din tinuloy
3. Nag-apply din ako for call center sa ortigas nung 2nd Year, kaso hindi natanggap.. kasi nag-aaral pa daw ako

4. ngaun, student pa lang ako eh. pagraduate pa lng..

5. Naging Student Teacher ako nung HS sa computer..

~Five Things You May Not Know About Where I Live~

1. Sa Bulacan ako nakatira, sa San Jose del Monte Bulacan

2. Maliit lang ung subdivision namin, kaya lahat kilala ko na
3. Masaya at magulo ung bahay namin dun, kasi extended family kami at puro bata pa ang mga nakatira dun

4. Malaki ung bahay namin sa bulacan, sabi nga nung iba mansion daw, pero un lang un...

5. almost 1 month na ko, hindi umuuwi ng bahay namin sa bulacan.. hehehe.

~Five Things You May Not Know About My Home Life~

1. Matakaw ako, sobra pag nasa bahay, lahat kinakain ko, nagpapaluto pa ko sa kapatid ko na girl ng french fries everynight

2. basketball lang at playstation ang inaatupag ko sa bahay kapag walang ginagawa
3. Schedule ko sa pag-hugas ng plato ay tuwing gabi
4. wala akong ligitimate na kwarto sa bahay, kung saan saan ako natutulog eh...
5. Sa pag-lilinis naman ng bahay, palaging sa taas ang nililinis ko, at ang paborito kong linisin.. ang C.R. namin..

~Five Things You May Not Know About My Love Life~

1. nagkaroon ako ng gf when i was in third year, pero 3 days lang naging kami.. saka sinulatan ko lang cia nun, after nun kami na! after three days nagtampo cia sakin, after nun break na!
2. nagkaroon ako ng serious relationship nung 4th year HS, pero masaklap ang nangyari sakin, 1 year ko ciang niligawan.. 1 month naging MU kami, after 1 month february 14 2001, sinabi nya sakin na sinagot na nya kababata nya!(sakit nun!)
3. Nagkaroon ulit ako ng GF nung 2nd year college, she's from UP Los Banos, pero 3 months lang tinagal ng relationship namin, kasi i was in love with another girl kaya un, iniwan ko.

4. Ngaun aus lang ang lahat, sana maging maayos pa lalo
5. Masaya na ko ngaun eh, un lang

~Five Things You May Not Know that I Desperately Want~

1. Nakita ko na ung Bagong PS3, gusto ko nun!!!
2. Saka ung Xbox 360 nakita ko na din, gusto ko din nun
3. Isuzu Crosswind, naku yari ka sakin

4. Drumset at guitar set para my studio na ko
5. Sariling bahay

~Five Embarrassing Admissions I Have That You May Not Know~

1. Crush ko si Britney Spears
2. sumali ako sa declamation contest nung elementary, nanalo ko sa classroom namin, pero sa buong skul talo, hindi kasi ako umiyak, eh lahat ng contestant umiyak eh...
3.nung 1st year college sa mapua intra, sinumpong ako ng LBM hndi ako naka-uwi agad so, dun ko nilabas ung LBM ko sa SM Manila... grabe talaga un...
4. Nung Christmas Concert namin nung HS sa skul, kumakanta ako ng fruitcake, biglang nag-alisan ung mga audience kasi binuksan nung guard ung gate aun umuwi silang lahat!

5.My nakatext mate akong bading! hindi ko alam na bading cia at FYI sinagot pa nya ko... nung nalaman ko na bading cia.. galit na galit ako.. bwisit!!!

~Five Things You May Not Know About What I Do in a Typical Day~

1. Pag-gising ko, nood agad TV, minsan hindi na ko nag-aalmusal

2. hindi ko na pina-plantsa ang mga damit ko pati pants.. wakekeke

3. kapag nasa bahay lang, pagdating ng hapon, nasa basketball court lang ako
4. kapag walang kalaban sa court naglalaro ako ng playstation
5. kapag walang malaro sa playstation, nood na lng ulit ng tv.. wakekekeke..

Horoscope For the Day

When Taurus and Sagittarius come together, they must give themselves time to learn about the particular energy this relationship generates. They both have lots to gain from their union! While Sagittarius thrives when they're constantly experiencing new people, places, foods and more, Taurus can be quite content with routine as it affords them the security they so prize. Early in the relationship, Taurus might tend to demand more commitment and stability than Sagittarius is ready to give. If Taurus can learn to be patient, however, Sagittarius can definitely come to appreciate the comforts of hearth and home.

These two Signs approach life quite differently. Taurus tends to be sedate and practical, which offsets Sagittarius's restless demeanor. Sagittarius may have trouble with Taurus's seemingly complacent attitude, and will try to rev Taurus up, which is like trying to spark a slow, steady Bull to action! (In other words, watch out for those horns!). Taurus actually has much to offer Sagittarius, though Sagittarius may have trouble admitting their need for a secure base. Sagittarius can bring lots of fun and adventure into Taurus's life.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter (Luck). The Venus influence lends Taurus their love of beauty, luxury and sensual pleasures. The Jupiter influence is what marks Sagittarius as the Teacher of the Zodiac, Jupiter is concerned with philosophy, luck and travel. Together this combination of beauty and expansion, masculine and feminine energy is why these two Signs admire and sustain one another.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. Sagittarius needs space to move around and flame brightly; Taurus, on the other hand, is down to earth and needs stability. Sagittarius relies on feeling and impulse to direct them through life, while Taurus is practical and concerned with efficiency. These approaches can either be complementary or sources of tension if the two Signs can't learn to understand and accept one another. As long as they both take care to reassure the other that the relationship is special and important (Taurus, especially, needs this reassurance), things will run smoothly between them.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. Taurus is stubborn; once their mind is made up, it takes a lot to convince them to change it. Sagittarius craves variety. If this urge to experience something new strays into the realm of experiencing new partners, Sagittarius had best beware. Taurus does not tolerate infidelity; if cheating occurs, Taurus will be deeply wounded and the relationship may not survive the strain. In turn, Taurus must give Sagittarius the freedom to enjoy other experiences and people (on a platonic level, of course!). Taurus can teach Sagittarius the benefits of a secure relationship; Sagittarius can show Taurus that flexibility is sometimes better than following a rigid path.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Sagittarius relationship? The new perspectives they can give each other once each partner becomes familiar with the ways in which they differ. Theirs is a stable and happy relationship once they understand and accept these differences.

Galing sa Isang Manunulot

If a girl cries in front of u..
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the
rest of ur life; If u let her go, she couldnt go
back to being
herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the
most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she love u the
most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her
hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to
stay
with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer
possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too
big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"... ***