Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Last Nights Game
the final score is 64 - 91
my score: 35 points
ayoko nang sabihing bawi na lang sa susunod, baka hindi na kami makabawi eh..
my 200 pa kong utang ngaun..
dahil natalo kami ng 2 sunod..
Friday, August 26, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
What a game...
eventhough we lost, we put up a great fight.. nahirapan sila samin lalo na nung 3rd quarter..
but like i said in my previous post, a lost is a lost... bawi na lang ulit.. yun ay kung makabawi pa kami... bwahehehehe...
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Halina sa Parokya
here are my favorite tracks in the album:
Para sayo
Mang Jose
The Ordertaker (Binaboy na "Chop Seuy" ng System of the Down)
Papa Cologne
Monday, August 22, 2005
2 Inuman Sessions and a Basketball Game
Saturday: Joven Domdom's (High School Friend) Birthday Bash, we also had a drinking session til sunday morning
Sunday: We had a basketball game at Reymar Subdivision, Tandang Sora Quezon City. the court smells like Emperador everytime we run up and down the court, but eventhough we have hang-overs, we still won the game.. Talk about luck..
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Boring...
Sobrang Late
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Last Song Syndrome Episode I
by: Chicago
Put your hand in mine now and forever
Darling here I stand, stand before you now
Deep inside I always knew
Refrain
It was you, you and me
Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny
It was you and you for me
Every road leads to your door
Every step I take forever more
Chorus:
Just say you’ll love me for the rest of your life
I gotta lot of love and I don’t want to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life?
’cause I can’t go on
No, I can’t go on
I can’t go on
If I’m on my own
Take me as I am
Put your heart in mine, stay with me forever
’cause I am just a man who never understood
I never had a thing to prove
Refrain II
Till there was you
You and me
Then it all came clear so suddenly
How close to you that I wanna be
Chorus
Bridge:
Do you believe a love could run so stong?
Do you believe a love could pass you by?
There was no special one for me
I was the lovely one, you see
But then my heart lost all control
Now you’re all that I know
Chorus
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Produkto ng Insomia
Panaginip
Sa aking muling pagharap sa aking kama
Labis akong natutuwa, dahil mahahagkan muli kita
Sa aking muling pagpasok sa mundo ng panaginip
Nadarama ko ang kasiyahang hindi ko lubos maisip
Sa aking panaginip isa kang masayahing diwata
Sa aking panaginip ikaw ang aking munting prinsesa
Dito kung saan ang lahat ay maganda
Sa aking panaginip lang ako lubos na masaya
Subalit panaginip lamang ang mga ito
Hindi dito ang tunay kong mundo
Walong oras lang ang kaya kong itagal dito
At pagkatapos nun, eto na naman ako, mag-isa sa aking kwarto
Simula na naman ng isang bagong umaga
Umagang walang kulay sapagkat wala ka
Labis akong nangungulila sa pag-ibig mo
kapag nandito ako sa tunay na mundo at wala sa panaginip ko
Nais kong magtugma ang aking buhay sa panaginip ko
Nais kong hagkan muli ang mga kamay mo
Gusto kong maging masaya na ang tunay na mundo ko
kapiling ka muli dito at hindi lamang sa panaginip ko
-wakas-
by: Dave Vincent Fabicon Repuela
Monday, August 15, 2005
Pagpapalibog ng Katha
Parang pakikipagromansa ang pagkatha.
Ang mga titik ay gawing sundot sa kiliti ng mambabasa. Ang mga salita'y dapat maging tila batubalaning humihigop ng diwa. Bawat pangungusap ay kailangang maging tila mga indayog na naghahatid ng ligaya. Maging ang mga patlang at tuldok ay dapat na humantong sa kaganapan ng katha. At higit sa lahat, kailangang masustansiya ang katas ng panulat.
Sa simula, titigan ang napupusuang paksa. Sikaping suyurin at alamin ang bawat aspeto nito.
Mahalagang maging suwabe ang unang mga haplos. Bawat dampi ay dapat maghatid ng kiliti at magpasidhi ng pagnanasang basahin ang iyong katha. Laruin ang kanyang isipan, ngunit huwag na huwag isipin ang siya'y paglaruan. Hangga't maaari ay magbahagi ng maaari niyang matutunan, lalo na kung siya'y baguhan. p>Isang pag-atake ang pagsusulat--dahil kung hindi, tila ito lantang gulay na walang anumang epekto sa mambabasa. Kaya naman kailangan siyang ihanda sa iyong pagsalakay. Maging kapanapanabik! Dapat niyang abangan ang mga kasunod mong ibabahagi.
Kapag nahuli mo na ang kanyang kiliti, at nakuha mo na ang kanyang buong atensiyon, pati na rin kanyang imahinasyon, saka madiing itarak ang iyong panindigan at hayaang pumulandit ang iyong punto sa pinapaksang usapin. Lunurin siya sa makatas na ideyang makapagpapabago o makapagpapatibay sa kanyang pananaw. Hayaan siyang maglunoy sa kasukdulan ng iyong panitik.
Kapag nagawa mo ito, ang iyong mambabasa'y muli at muling babalik sa iyo.Thursday, August 11, 2005
Article from peyups.com
-She is a 28-year-old virgin. He's a 35-year-old bachelor. Both mountaineers, they became close during their climbs. After a few dates in posh restaurants, he brings her to his condo where they would make out. They have been doing this for months. She wants to believe that "sila na" but then she's not really sure about it. "We don't talk about it but it doesn't really matter," she'd tell her friends. "What's important is I am enjoying this -- whatever it is."
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Buti
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka. Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya... almost, but not quite.
Here are some reactions about the article:
From: Redalan
-"kagagaling ko lang sa relationship na ganito, at ako ang lugi, i feel like shit when she told me tigil na namin ang ginagawa namin, pati friendship namin nawala, na-inlove kasi ako, yun ang pagkakamali ko..."
From: romesweetrome
Parang kayo pero hindi...
Baka kayo nga? hehehe
While reading through the article, I couldn’t help but wonder if, by any chance, you studied in UP. The writing style is distinctly of UP caliber. I was ready to hit the reply button and type “ This is so peyups.com worthy”, but then I read the last line.
The article is indeed peyups worthy because it is from peyups.com. Incidentally, it was written by one of my favorite writers in the website.
Going back to the topic at hand, parang kayo pero hindi… mahirap, malabo, masalimuot, mapanganib ang ganyang klaseng sitwasyon. Pero kunsabagay, kung magmamahal ka, legal man o illegal, walang garantiya na hindi ka masasaktan.
I’m sorry but I couldn’t help but be reminded of this very good question which incidentally is also from another article in peyups.com.
... in relationships, when there’s no official word regarding the status of whatever two people have going on, does the totality of circumstances suffice for a commitment?
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Sana bukas ok na ko.. sana bukas ok na ang lahat.. Sana..
Ambidextrose
Overdrive
Superproxy
Kamasupra
Andalusian Dog
#69 Dr. Sixto Antonio Ave.
Spolarium
hay.....
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Unexpected Practice...
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May Natuklasan ako ngaun sa Mapua, kanina ko lang nalaman na ang mga kumukuha ngaun ng Thesis 1 & 2, para makakuha ng panelist eh kailangan bayaran nyo muna ng P1500 ung mga panelist nyo, para maging panelist mo sila! ANG TINDING KURAKOT!!!! nakakainis na ang institusyon na yan, buti na lang at wala akong thesis... hindi ko kailangan magbayad ng ganyan... whewwww...
Monday, August 08, 2005
Daddy's Birthday, Oh Feel Young...
This week will be the last airing week of, Oh Feel Young which is currently my favorite Korea Novela on T.V. Oh Feel Young is shown on ABS-CBN(napilitan nga ako kasi kapuso ako eh!). I love the humor of this Korea Novela and I love its story too, I'm sure gonna miss this Korean Novela when it ends on friday...
That's all for now...
Friday, August 05, 2005
Pink Mask..
Maskman!
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Wednesday Night Out
I met with gelo and dino at Mcdonalds Pedro Gil, after eating at Mcdo, we go straight to Skins Bar and Grill, and as expected bilang mo ang tao dahil wednesday night iyon, we ordered 3 colt ice, eh ang colt ice ay hindi trip ni gelo kaya, naisipan namin na lumipat ng bar sa kadahilanang, walang tao sa Skins at boring dun ngaun..
kaya naghanap kami ng mas maayos na bar para mapagtamabayan. And then there was Indo's Strip Bar and Grill, Happy Hour sila nung mga oras na un, P20 lang ng Beer tapos my Banda pa na tumutugtog kaya napagkasunduan na doon na kami magpalipas ng gabi namin at magpakasayang uminom..
after 9 bottles of San Mig Light we decided to go home, kaya ayun pag-uwi ko sa bahay, hindi din agad ako nakatulog kahit medyo naka-inom kasi nga dahil sa aking Insomia, 1 am na din ako nakatulog...
Isa na namang astig na pangyayari na hindi ko malilimutan...
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
We were so close
I thought we could win that game because the team's becoming more serious despite of lack of teamwork and lack of players we can still cope up with Deltek, but I think due to lack of strenght, we get tired easily and when 4th quarter comes, we cannot cope up with the Deltek anymore, anyway a lost is a lost, bawi na lang ulit.
the final score is 63-40, I contributed 20 of the 40 points of the team..
Monday, August 01, 2005
Love Story
Vincent and Rose are sitting alone in the park, one night.
Vincent: I guess we are the left-overs in this world
Rose: I think so, all of my friends have boyfriends and we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special person in our life
Vincent: Yup I don't know what to do
Rose: I know! We'll play a game
Vincent: What game?
Rose: i'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend
Vincent: That's a great plan in fact i don't have nothing to do much this following week...
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie and they were
both touched by a romantic film
DAY 4:
They went to the beach and had a picnic... Vincent and Rose have their quality time together
DAY 12:
Vincent invited Rose to a circus and they ride on a Horror House ride.Rose was scared and she thought she touched Vincent's hand but she touched someone else's hand instead and they both laughed.
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller said: "My darlings, Please don't waste
the time of your life...SPend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes
DAY 20:
Rose invited Vincent to go to the hill
and they saw a meteor...Rose mumbled something
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road Rose gave her first kiss to Vincent by accident
DAY 29:
11:37pm
Rose and Vincent sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game...
Vincent: I'm tired Rose...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Rose: Apple Juice that's all
Vincent: Wait for me.
20mins later; a stranger approached Rose
Stranger named (Tute): Are you a friend of Vincent?
Rose: Why yes? What happened?
Tute: A reckless drunken driver ran over Vincent and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm
The doctor came out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter
Doctor:
We found this in Vincent's pocket
Rose reads the letter and it says:
Rose, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and i am really falling for you.. Your cherished smile your everything when we played this game; before this game would end. I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you Rose.
Rose crumples the paper and shouted:
"Vincent! i don't want you to die. I love you, Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something; I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Vincent!!. I love you! You cannot do this to me"
Then the clock strikes 12
his heart stoped pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY;
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Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late...You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace...If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones? Today is the day, love them while they are still here.